"When it comes to accomplishing great visions, it's never the dreams you dream but the small decisions you make." -J.D.Greear
My husband was invited to attend a church-planting conference near Chicago. Did I want to go with him? My first response was to say no. It was going to be a quick trip: drive 6 hours, sit in a conference all day, share a hotel room with women, and drive home. Not very appealing. Plus there were logistics of finding childcare for our kids. It was easier to say no. But God had other plans.
I began to feel guilty, as if I was letting an opportunity slip away. An opportunity to connect with my husband, to create memories, to open myself up to something God may want to teach me. So I decided to put in the effort to make the trip memorable. Through the help of our family, my husband and I were able to drive up early and explore the city of Chicago! It was fun to sight-see and enjoy time alone together.
Out of all the amazing speakers, there was one line from a video that spoke straight to my heart. A man was talking about the last words his father said to him, which were "No matter what happens, don't lose your vision." Those could have been God's words to me. I had been sitting there thinking that my vision was too small, too selfish. That my vision should be something else. But I was reminded that it wasn't meant to be. My vision to take two people who have been given a legacy of family brokenness and redeem it. To empower our boys to be heroes who can carry that forward. I truly believe that healing the world begins with healing the family. And it starts with me, with us. It requires making intentional choices and does not always come naturally. I want to do it right, and influence other couples along the way. In that moment I felt the approval of my heavenly Father and knew that I was where I should be.
Looking back I realize all that I would have missed out on if I would have taken the easier route and simply stayed home. I feel incredibly blessed.
It's hard to believe that this is only the 3rd blog post I've written this year! I could use the excuse that my boys keep me busy (which they do), but I'd like to be more consistent. If there is a topic that you would like me to write about, please feel free to share.